me went, me saw, me stressed...
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i'm bored atm and "someone" asked me to blog about something heh.
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man, this whole week was filled with stress stress and more stress! LOOK AT MY FACE AND U'LL KNOW WHAT I MEAN!
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Monday
was finally relieved from the weekend before because i was typing ALL THE WAY during the weekend. well, i had fun on Friday night till Saturday morn ;) dance was great! but after that it was like hell on earth. had to finish my US history research paper on the book "The Last of the Mohicans by" James Fennimore Cooper.
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i tell u, this bugger of an author took 20 PAGES to talk about some friggin mountain and another 17 PAGES to talk about some friggin river i convinced myself never to see in my lifetime after reading the book! fault was on my part tho for being super last minute. finished a 1 and a half long assignment in 4 days hey. and had it handed up on time on Monday!
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not only that, i had to finish my Speech class journal, "Visit to Toastmaster's Club" as well. was half sleeping, half typing the damned thing while in church (before evening service started) and i made so many typo errors and grammatical errors that i scored only average *argh!*
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summore i had to finish my Psychology assignment about "Which Brain Part I Would Like to Give Up" (why would i want to do that?) which was actually due on Wednesday, but i stupidly thought was due on Monday. so i rushed the work for no reason.
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why start so late? coz of speech presentation the few days before lo. so many things came at the same time la and i had to majorly tweak my time schedule to accomodate everything. had to present my Myth and Legends speech about the "Slit-Mouthed Woman" was I guess i presented really well. got good feedbacks from Miss Anna (speech class lecturer) too, but she said i was doing a little shuffle up there while presenting (too much passion and body movement lol). all in all it was 13 PAGES of PURE TYPING and my eyes were blurred from staring at this damned screen for hours. handed in all three assignments in a day! yay!
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continued working on Speech Finals as a group. became finals speech group leader and realized it was gonna be damned shit hard coz of someone. also realized that every group in my class has ONE person who cant perform as a cooperative group member much to the expectations from everyone. JUST STOP COMPLAINING AND DO UR PART CAN? AS IF I WE ALL DONT HAVE OUR OWN PROBLEMS! deadline for speech parts due tuesday night by midnight!
got to know a newly made frn better and am glad abt it :)
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Tuesday
checked mail and received speech parts from 2 bros who both said, "kk, Moses. i'll be busy but i'll TRY MY BEST to send it in to u for editing before the deadline ok!" much to my joy, they DID send in their parts for me to edit. all except 2 ppl. one of which, i can understand coz he needs all the early parts done before his can be done, so leeway granted. the other one?? takde hand in pun... someone's gonna get screwed. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
thanks for sms-sing hey. kinda helped me chill a bit and de-stress from chatting. thanks :)
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Wednesday
speech meeting and still no part from her. asked her and she said can hand in today, by 6pm. sat at the library from 4.30 all the way till 9.45, when the library wanted to close ady. did what? working further on my part of the speech, the introduction and making major editing to the parts received from the 2 bros.
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6pm, still no speech. called and LET THE SCREWING BEGIN.
as group leader, had responsibility to tell members off if they dont do their part. esp when u mentioned to them to work on their parts the FREAKING WEEK BEFORE! cb, din hand in and give me wadever shit reasons. "if this was the working world, ur as good as screwed a hundred times over" (and this is ONLY college)
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worse still, she cried on me through the phone. kept giving wadever shit excuses she could have given me much much earlier when things were still fine but too late. didnt care, couldnt care, was stressed, and still wanted her part done by the night. being a group leader sucks esp when u have to push a person to do his/her work whether you like it or not.
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finally sent me her work by friggin midnight. couldnt bother to check it out then coz i had to study for my US history 2nd Midterm which was to be on the day after. sent her part to a bro and he said, "uhhh Moses. please dont freak out after reading *insert name here*'s part" ---> MAJOR SHITTTTT!
(i was damned stressed ady from the pressure of being a leader and still had to face midterm)
know what? i KNEW i had midterm the next day. altho i KNEW, i STAYED in the library finishing the parts and guess what? i DID NOT complain abt having midterm. not once! had to eat in my pride and take responsibility for myself and the parts for speech. i even skipped dinner just to finish everything in time. you? i'm utterly disappointed. ur gonna get even screwed in the US next year if u head over there which this kind of attitude.
got a new nickname today, call me "Boo" ahahahahahah! but i'll stick with momolaw :) sharing is caring lol
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Thursday
slept at 3am, was up by 7am to continue studying for Midterm II. no coffee, refused to drink so tat i could get use to cafeine deficit (i wanna stay normal hey). studied all the way till exam started at 9.30am.
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came out an hour later with a smile on my face :)
essay was REALLY easy and was prepared for it. but kinda tembak-ed a few ques in MCQ section. not only that, Mr. Leong (US hist lecturer) gave back my Midterm I on the spot. scored an "A" hey! damned happy!
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but was real busy the rest of the day with speech parts and further editing and all. met up with Yung and Jenson to attend this business plan talk which i had to skip church choir prac for. was impressed with the plan and seriously consider it hey. after that, hung at McD's (couldnt leave when i wanted to coz Yung's sending me home. passenger's dont complain hey). made a new frn, Nelson, who's from Kenya. v frnly fellow and also made some other frns who couldnt speak English. so had to put my really faulty Chinese to the test. but managed to communicate haha!
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reached home after midnight but was too tired to work on speech.... bed....
wanted to meet up and buy u a fillet o fish but too late hey. i want curry!
and yes, i like ur body but i'm proud to have a ONE PAC! haha!
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Friday
woke up early to read thru the horror that was the speech part handed in last. it was HORRIBLE and UTTERLY IRRELEVANT. man, i wanted to bitch slap u so hard when i saw ur work. shit. enuf stress ady and u still wanna add more! cb!
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started re-writing her part and literally made 90% of changes. the hell were u doing la? give me this kind of crap. managed to finish the speech after hours of typing and thinking (not easy coming up with a public speaking script, esp when the script is to be handed up for further marking).
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"why help her do her part?"
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it was for the good of the group.
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"but let her do her own work la!"
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Honestly, i dont like saying this but she's f****** blur and i'm f****** pissed and i just dont trust her with work AT ALL. past semester seniors have told me stuff about her and its ALL TRUE! dammit la! grow up can? play ur part can? i should be paid for this la!
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sat at the library from 12.30pm till 5.45pm and again, was staring at the comp screen all the way and had a massive headache after that. and yeah, i skipped lunch coz i didnt feel like eating after feeling all pissed. did major editings here and there. re-wrote stuff again and again and finally got 80% of the speech finalized. and Finals is on Monday. enough time ka? havent even prac together as a group and everyone's busy with pre-made plans. how?
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got home, had a one hour nap and went off to HOMEs (Bible Study) which REALLY helped me to majorly chill down and de-stress. met up with frns who happily teased me abt gals and such, talked abt deep stuff and made new friends who came for the 1st time. niceeee, i like :)
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spending time wit u guys really helps me calm down and find myself again hey. thanks for being there for me even when i never once asked u guys to be. and its not like u guys know ur somehow helping me punn haha! but just being around is enough to help me realize who i am again lar. thanks a bunch!
thanks so much for sms-ing me all the way thru-out all this hey. did help me to chill and focus on other stuff haha. really appreciate it and am looking fwd to next week :) hope your end turns out well hey.
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goodness! its so late ady! didnt expect to type so long haha! just venting out hey, much needed. and i've just lost 3 hours of my sleeping time lol!
