to Piggy

me left, me came back, unsure for how long

i know who you were before, but now, this is what you've grown into :) and i'm proud of you



                                       You say good morning, and good evening
                                       The day is done, and you've come to find
                                       The words are fleeting, I hear your quiet breathing
                                       Is something wrong?

                                       You come on two knees, with more than two needs
                                       Finding that it's all too easy
                                       To be helped and found
                                       You slept and he said

                                       It is in you, to carry on
                                       It is in you, to lay down fears that hold
                                       It is in you, to find your way home

                                       Daylight's coming, the sun is blazing
                                       New beginnings seep into you
                                       But in the end it's distant shadows
                                       That finally overwhelm your senses
                                       And this time around
                                       Is it love that you crown?
                                       And this time around
                                       You'll be more than who you are

                                       It is in you, to carry on
                                       It is in you, to lay down fears that hold
                                       It is in you, to find your way home

                                       Whoa oh oh oh... 

                                       Could you find yourself a way home?

                                       It is in you, to carry on
                                       It is in you, (ohh) to lay down fears that hold
                                       It is in you, (ohh) to find your way home

today, i cried my last for you. but we'll see each other again, one day. for sure.
Later :')

cry

me left, me came back, unsure for how long

as far as i can tell, i don't really remember the last time i cried. since March of 2011? if so, then its been a year since i've cried a single drop. teared? yes. but mostly from yawning or if something gets in my eye.
ever since the events from the last post, i've become cold, immensely so. emotionless most of the time, i disallowed myself the luxury to even cry. it came to the point where i couldnt even cry when i felt like it. i thought i was broken beyond repair.

but tonight. tonight was the first time i've cried in a year. and as sad as it sounds, it was one of huge relief. crying is good. good for the soul. and tonight, i cried over... and over again. while typing and reading the words on my computer screen.

to you who might read this one day and know that it's you.

you're welcome :)

sincerely,
once a Bear