wish, wished, wishing still

me went, me saw, me thought...

wished...

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i sat by the corner

it was only a while ago that we met

secrety wishing that you'd had come over

and sat beside me

gazing at my favourite view that night

just to gaze

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i don't know what i was expecting for at that point

but i wished

i wished to be able to talk to u

just a lil bit longer that night

just to talk as normal as it could be

but nothing happened

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but hey,

don't wanna rush it

don't wanna push it

don't wanna push what we have now

don't wanna push something

that's only a few months old

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i wanna wait

i wanna try harder

and be sure of myself

with God as my guide and Father

i know it'll all come in due time

even if you're in the picture or not

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i wanna do right by Him

and that very much includes you

it's hard being patient

it's painful blocking it out

but i know it's rewarding

if i stay firm with Him

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but still,

i couldn't help but just wished...

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i sound so emo lately lol